Emotionally Unavailable

“They’re such a lovely couple”, you mutter to yourself. Sure they are, they look perfectly good together, sharing the same bed, raising their kids beautifully, but somehow one’s heart is already tiptoeing to another or even out of the door.

It starts harmless, with laughter in the office, a deep conversation in the DMs, and a comforting text exchange late at night. No touching, no crossing physical boundaries. But hearts? Oh, they’ve long left home. 

That’s what emotional infidelity is. It doesn’t come home with lipstick stains or perfume traces. But it hits just as deep, sometimes even deeper. Yeah, but you know, people don’t set out to cheat emotionally. In fact, some are proud of the fact that they’ve never cheated physically.

But emotional cheating is real. It’s when you find yourself sharing more of your soul with someone outside your relationship. When someone else becomes your first thought when something good or bad happens. 

When the safest space in your life is no longer your partner, but someone else. Sneaking in through unmet needs, unspoken frustrations, or the desire to feel deeply seen, heard, and admired again.

Let’s be honest, relationships get hard sometimes. Life gets busy. Kids come. Work demands more. And people change. Sometimes, you try to bring up your feelings, but your partner doesn’t listen, or worse, they dismiss them. So you stop trying. 

Then one day, someone at work listens, affirms, compliments, and remembers small details. You feel a little lighter. A little more alive. You tell yourself it’s innocent. But inside, you know there’s an emotional exchange happening that you don’t even offer your partner anymore. And yet, you’re still going home to them every night.

Emotional infidelity is often dismissed because there’s no obvious betrayal. But it erodes the trust and emotional safety relationships thrive on. It creates a secret world where your affections are divided. And eventually, even if nothing happens, your partner will feel the shift; the withdrawal, the detachment and the pain of knowing your heart is not fully with them.

But, this isn’t just about blame. Some people are emotionally unavailable, even to themselves. They shut down when things get real, or they were never taught how to maintain emotional intimacy. 

Others were raised to believe that expressing vulnerability is a weakness. So they seek it elsewhere, where there’s no pressure, no responsibility, no history, just admiration, ease, and escape. That doesn’t make it right, but I guess it makes it human. Still, if we never confront this truth, we keep destroying good relationships quietly and blaming circumstances. 

Sometimes, something deeper maybe crying out for connection. However, its not always the case. Sometimes it’s not about something missing at home or any intention to stray. Sometimes, you may just meet someone whose mind mirrors yours, and whose energy flows effortlessly with yours. 

The conversations feel natural, the laughs are in sync, and the emotional connection is undeniable. It doesn’t always mean you’re dissatisfied in your relationship, it simply means you’re human, wired for connection. But here’s where maturity kicks in. 

Marriage is not built on vibes alone. It’s a commitment, not just a feeling. It’s knowing that even when you deeply connect with someone else, you choose to protect the space you promised to guard. That connection might be real, but your covenant is sacred. And that’s what makes love not just a feeling, but a choice you make every single day.

However, if it is an emotional unavailability driving you into this temptation, just tell yourself the truth, communicate; awkward, painful, honest conversations are the beginning of healing. You can’t fix what you pretend doesn’t exist. And third, set boundaries, firm ones. Guard your emotional space. Don’t give your heart where your commitment doesn’t lie.

Relationships don’t stay alive by default. They’re fed by effort, intention, and emotional honesty. Sometimes, you’ll need therapy. Sometimes, you’ll need a long drive and a hard conversation. But most times, you’ll just need to decide every day to emotionally come home.

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