(When Revenge Keeps You Connected)
When I think about what happened, I still struggle to understand how someone I called a friend could carry so much bitterness over money that he would involve my younger sister in a plan to hurt me. What makes it worse is that he wasn’t trying to win her heart. He was trying to break mine.
When my friend first told me he was developing feelings for my younger sister, I was sceptical, but I didn’t object. I thought that if the feelings were mutual and they were both comfortable with the relationship, there was little I could do. Besides, this was someone I had known for years. We were now in Level 400, while my sister had just entered Level 100. I had no reason to believe that the friendship I had trusted for so long could conceal something so disturbing.
Three months into their relationship, I visited his house during vacation. While we were together, he received a call and went into his bedroom to answer it. He rarely did that, so I assumed it might be my sister calling. After nearly thirty minutes, he was still talking, and I decided to go and tease him about his new relationship. But as I approached the door, I heard something that made me stop. I waited to understand what was happening, and what I heard left me completely shattered.
He was telling the person on the phone that he had become romantically and sexually involved with my sister not because he loved her, but because he wanted to punish me. He claimed that I had refused to pay back money I owed him from level 100, and this was his way of making me suffer. His plan, as I understood it, was to end the relationship after three months and leave my sister heartbroken, just as he believed I had hurt him by failing to repay the money.
I was furious. If I owed him money, why couldn’t he confront me? Why involve my innocent sister in a disagreement between us? Why pretend to love someone simply to use her as an instrument of revenge? I could understand being angry over money. I could understand feeling betrayed by a friend. But how could that anger become so powerful that he was willing to use another person’s emotions to settle a score? I kept asking myself one question: what exactly was he hoping to gain from all this? – Anonymous
Reflection
This is hard to swallow. Wow…but I believe stories like üthis remind me that revenge is not about correcting a wrong. It is about making another person feel the pain we believe they caused us.
When we feel humiliated, ignored, cheated or disrespected, something within us wants the other person to understand the depth of our hurt. We want an apology, an admission, or some evidence that they regret what they did. And when we cannot get those things, we may begin to imagine ways of making them suffer. Some people may even want revenge even after an apology is rendered.
The desire can feel justified because we tell ourselves that we are only giving them a taste of their own medicine. But there is a dangerous difference between seeking justice and deliberately creating pain to satisfy our own.
Perhaps his friend felt he had been taken advantage of, disrespected or made foolish for trusting someone. Financial disagreements can carry deep emotional meanings, especially when they occur between friends who have shared years of their lives. But when resentment is left unaddressed, the mind can turn a specific grievance into a personal mission.
Instead of asking how to recover the money or resolve the conflict, the person begins asking how to make the other person suffer. The original problem may still be real, but revenge gradually becomes a second problem one that can consume far more than the first ever did.
Here is the contradiction I find most troubling: the person seeking revenge often remains emotionally tied to the very person they want to hurt. They keep thinking about what happened, imagining the other person’s reaction, planning the perfect punishment and measuring whether their actions have caused enough pain. Even when they are physically separated, the other person continues to occupy their thoughts.
Their happiness becomes irritating because it appears to suggest that they have moved on. Their success feels offensive because it seems to contradict the suffering the injured person believes they deserve. In trying to make someone regret hurting them, they give that person continued influence over their emotional lives. Revenge promises control, but it can become another form of dependence.
Maybe, the most practical freedom we can develop is learning to separate our healing from another person’s regret. They may never apologise. They may never admit what they did. They may even continue living as though they caused no harm. That reality can be deeply unfair, but waiting for them to feel sorry before we allow ourselves to move forward gives them a power they may never have earned.
We cannot always control whether someone recognises the damage they caused, but we can decide what boundaries to establish, what lessons to carry and what kind of people we refuse to become because of our pain. We can seek justice without becoming cruel, protect our dignity without humiliating others, and remember what happened without making revenge the centre of our lives.
The next time you feel tempted to make someone regret hurting you, consider whether you are pursuing a fair resolution or simply looking for a way to keep the wound alive. Be firm when you must, charitable when you can, and wise enough not to turn another person’s wrongdoing into the reason you abandon your own values. You deserve to recover from what happened without allowing it to decide who you become.
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